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Journal Entry: Wed Dec 16, 2009, 9:29 AM





Life is delicious!‹‹››

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Before we talk business, let's talk about :heart:

:iconevile33:=evile33 :heart: for making Jesse and I THE MOST fantastic scarves for Christmas!!!! omg, they are to DIE for.

:iconnico1:`Nico1 :heart: and :cake: Cos it's his Birthday today!!

:iconlawrencededark:`LawrenceDeDark :heart: just because. And it was so good to talk to you for realz the other day, I'm sure you're missed here.



:new: and now for business!

Up and running with almost 50,000 users now, Vampires the Darkside is keeping us BUSY! and we're loving it.
New implementations have happened for helping out the new/younger level vamps and low and behold this has
turned into a business. The business name was officially registered yesterday and `allhopeislost, myself
and a couple of overseas (Scotland and South Africa) geniuses are now proud owners of Kwaai Games Limited!

:bounce: more news will follow as I am able to release it. I'm hoping `allhopeislost has time to put his art for the game together for a lovely dA sneakpeek very soon, but he's too busy with working on the game it seems. :sniff:

You know, I am absolutely meant to be in an online community environment and now I get to play with vampires all day! I'm sure one of our future games will include FAIRIES. Karma works like that and I've been bitching about NON evil fairieieieis forever! :giggle:

Anyway, looks like dA prepared me for all the elements that I am now utilizing in my new business/position- who knew... Only this time, I don't have to worry about being blindsided by the misfiring big guns, because I am one. :p


If you want to check out the art, spread the word, or maybe even play.... come join us!!

If you like the care bears app, you won't like this game.
:devilish: if you're willing to think a bit, then have at it!

:new: Vampires: The Darkside- great game with great art!
:new: The Darkside forum

:heart: Kari

:silentkitty: AND JACK THE SHE CAT wishes you happy holidays!
it's her first one and she's running around like a nutball!

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`allhopeislost, *FXMorph, and myself began a journey some time ago with a group of developers for an online game that will be hosted on facebook and (my guess)- likely myspace. This is turning into something that I've always dreamed of but can't really go into detail just yet. HOWEVER... let me say that if you play anything on facebook and happen to like vampires and or dark art, this is the game for you. AHiL has rocked the socks of many with his interface design and *FXMorph has kicked some serious ass on the "power" graphics in the game.

:heart: Roxy~ aka ∫hαdσω Quεεη














































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  • Watching: My pees and queues
  • Drinking: in the love of AHiL

Dearest Diary....

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 29, 2009, 9:46 AM





How am I today? ‹‹››

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Changed my mind!››

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I wasn't going to write a journal about the art site, Artician but seeing as how it's the topic of notes, emails and journals, and where I've been hanging out, I changed my mind.

I took a break from here, I needed it. I thought I could shake off the shit that hit the fan in January but alas, that never happened. I came back, wasn't inspired here and if you didn't know, when you once were staff and then you aren't, regardless of the reason or LACK thereof of being let go- the other $taff members don't really talk to you because you're out of the clan, which leaves a very odd feeling in the pit of your stomach. Now there are a few exceptions to that rule and I won't point them out because they don't need to feel weird about keeping in touch with me.

So where does that leave me? It leaves me loving the members of this community that I met and grew close to, and feeling like a total misplaced artist. As luck would have it, I found out about Artician. I didn't even know how to pronounce it 3 days ago. I didn't know until today that it's run by 3 unpaid developers. It's obviously in beta, so it's buggy and I had a huge problem finding my way around at first. Then I remembered my first days on dA. pffffft. At least here I had someone personally greet me in the forum and on my page to throw me a line.

Bottom line, I like it there and I love the people here. Artician is NOT a dA replacement. In fact, in my opinon it definitely doesn't cater to the people who love all the aspects of dA. I don't think they are looking for the dA typical 20 and under crowd. (And that isn't a slam, it's the truth.) So I'm hanging out, enjoying those who have come over to say hey and loving meeting other serious artists. There are plenty of things to see fleshed out, fixed and such... did I mention it's THREE GUYS- barely sleeping and coding their brains out? and no one can argue the fact that the site is gorgeous.

So those of you with your panties in a wad, chill out. It's another art site with a portfolio exposure opportunity. I do think it's funny that they've made such a bang though for as small as they are. I believe they will prevail with their target market and will achieve success in their own right in their own way. No one is saying they're leaving and never coming back to dA to my knowledge... well-- unless you're this guy... [link]

And if by chance you do want to catch up with me there- Roxy on Artician








:blackrose: ‹‹JOB INTERVIEW!››:blackrose:

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Today. 3 p.m. am very excited to see what this will bring.
And thanks to all of you who send love this way, I send it back
x 13 and wish you the best.


Got the job! thanks for all the sweet wishes!

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:iconbigheartplz:
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LOVE!!!!!

Roxy


















































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  • Mood: Repulsed
  • Listening to: the truth in my head
  • Reading: between the lines
  • Watching: My pees and queues
  • Playing: with Jesse

The velocity of my typing. +!!

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 23, 2009, 11:00 AM






Bright lights››

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The following images were created or sent to me recently and I just wanna say thanks to everyone who still check in on me and want you to know the lovin' is mutual. :heart:

:new:
Thank you for the updated yummy!!!
by ^Thiefoworld
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by =missy-g


by: =damien-c


by *emeraldsugar


(mystery solved!)
sent by =Dancing-Naked

Let me say- I've never even spoken to =Dancing-Naked in my life, and she sent this gorgeous print to me and one to AHiL as well. How fucking sweet is that? Some people just have lights that must shine. *smiles*

You guys are super sweet and we're doing pretty good over here. The kiddo has had her license for 3 days and she is driving us completely nuts. I hear it only lasts a week or so, but ... so far, we've had to reestablish who the parents are and who the CHILD is.:giggle:

....and I must say, Jesse is getting good at this stuff. Helps that he's raised his siblings (practically) but the whole balance of him having been here a year and getting to know her and vice versa has been a joy to watch. He is a gem, and they are beautiful together, when they aren't having a vocal- (civil) throw down. ha ha haaaaaaa








:blackrose: ‹‹Happy happy joy joy ››:blackrose:

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I AM Glad to see =thedaemonspawn back in her home at the =Dark-Arts-Asylum. :fuzzydemon:

Very happy to see that a person that wasn't ever on the site has been reinspired to get back into art again and Jesse and I have brought her here to the site. ~DelilahDark. She's working on getting PS, and I look forward to seeing what she creates. :nod: If you are a lover of dark art and you haven't put the asylum on watch. Go. now. You're in for a treat!

Otherwise, I'm still sickeningly in love, our family is strong and I sleep well at night.... although, Jess and I have decided that we have to leave the wrestling for soul caliber 3 and Tekken, cos ummm... I might have cracked one or more of his ribs. We are R O U G H. Must be why the sex is so good. :floating: :shh: (and I give him a run for his money on the PS games, but he can kill me easily I think... if he really wanted to.) :shh: :shh: LOL

And the title of my journal is due to the fact that `allhopeislost is always accusing me of typing my journals and things so fast that I make his beautiful hair sway in the breeze. So.... the standing joke is... he will look at me and say- "FALLENROX!!!!! THE VELOCITY OF YOUR TYPING!!!!!" :rofl: yeah. that's it!

:heart: Roxy














































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  • Mood: Repulsed
  • Listening to: the truth in my head
  • Reading: between the lines
  • Watching: My pees and queues
  • Playing: with Jesse

Brighter days? let's hope :)

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 12, 2009, 11:07 AM






:rose: ^JunkbyJen :rose: ‹‹Positivity››

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I can't even imagine what must be going through the mind of ^JunkbyJen and her family. After years of remission, her cancer has returned with a vengeance and she is to have major surgery to try to rid herself of this ugly disease once again. Please show her some love when you can. All the positive thoughts you can muster her way are appreciated. We love you Jen. :heart:

Anyone dealing with this knows how hard it is. I know, first hand. My mother is a survivor and my dad was just diagnosed last month. I'm sorry for everyone who has to witness what this does to a person and their families. :(

One way you can show your support for Jen is through this image.
Thanks for sharing =LourdesLaVeau



:bulletblue: Speaking of positivity-

If you are interested in a challenge that involves this particular topic, have a look at `Flutterings news article with details Right here!


:blackrose: ‹‹My neck of the woods? :blackrose:››

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And what's new from my neck of the woods?

I've been surprised yet again. :)

Another lovely print arrived in the mail for me yesterday. I'd love to know who sent it!



So gorgeous!! Thank you to whoever graced me with this one. :aww:


Journals going forward..... I'm sure certain people who will remain nameless--- will be happy to know that I'm leaving my "history" of employment and experience with dA in my ID synopsis. I'm cleaning the slate here for more productive things like featuring artists and other crazy adventures I might get into, like.... starting a chat room for all the cool kidz. lol Haven't set it up yet, but when I do, you'll hear it first here!

Still waiting for unemployment to go through- :fingerscrossed: and have had many people interested in interviewing me, but it's all for sales. Apparently I have a persuasive resume that screams I CAN SELL ANYTHING! which, I can... but there aren't many things that I believe strongly enough in to do that. dA was one- but I digress. :giggle:

I'm a couple versions away from posting something new. :omg:
I actually have time to make stuff. Weeeee :D

Oh, and I think Jess fixed the major eeeeks of the IE experience of my journal, but that said, let me also say- DON'T USE IE!!!!! it's a firefox world man. ;) (or safari, or anything including mice and monkeys- just NOT IE, mmmk??)


:heart: Roxy




››:star:Believe it!:star:››

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  • Reading: between the lines
  • Watching: moves on a mind trippin chess board
  • Playing: no games

The good, The bad and mystery solved

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 7, 2009, 8:26 PM






‹‹It's a long one!››

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-> Mystery of second print solved :)

Thank you ^feawen!! :heart:
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If you’re sick of the topic of Rox, film and screwed without lube... skip this journal.

For the rest of you… Hmmmm.. where to start?

Let’s talk about the sweet things first. :nod:

I’ve been completely stunned at the amount of emails, notes, comments, and instant messages that I’ve received from so many of you regarding the abrupt termination of my position here on dA. The support from you guys has been really awesome. I’m also very thankful for the sweet gestures around the site, the written recommendations on a professional network that I’m a part of, works of art created and the gifts that you’ve sent to me. It all means a lot. I hope you know that. :aww:

HUGE heartfelt thanks to =evile33 and `Flutterings for their combo tribute to AHiL and I. `Flutterings created this beautiful vector image and =evile33 kindly sent it to us :)



I’m not sure who sent this amazing beauty, but I’d like to thank you, so let me know!!



And Mr. LDD, one of my very first dA friends who has remained a close genuine cyber family member since day one sent the most beautiful lavender plant in the prettiest decorative pot you could imagine that arrived yesterday! Pictures to come, of course, but things have been a little hectic here. :heart: ^LawrenceDeDark. Thank you again.



‹‹Truth²››

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Everyone for the most part has been asking me still- why?

No one is particularly impressed that there hasn’t been any word as to why my position was terminated and here’s what I can tell you. You aren’t going to hear anything else. Not from dA administration, so whether you’ve written to $spyed or noted $Moonbeam13 to express anything about this incident... "none of your business" probably came back to you if anything, if I had to guess. While I agree that it’s really not your business (no offense) it is mine.

So what of the rest? It doesn’t matter. I’ve figured it out.

There is no way that a company who claimed to be completely happy with me, would get rid of me like that without something going on. I’ve racked my brain, I’ve recalled the visits to L.A. and the conversation I had with $Moonbeam13 the morning she called to fire me, and replayed in my head the subsequent conversation that I had with her and $SGonzalez, who didn't seem to have been given the whole story from what I gathered. I feel he was thrown into the middle of it, actually. (Oh, and I'm leaving out the "Merry Christmas!!- 2008 recap" email debacle.) And yesterday, or the day before, I think it was, it all clicked.

I wish I could tell you more but I can’t. I’m just happy, and you should be happy for me that I know now. My work ethic is solid, my rapport with the community is strong and I’ve found resolve in putting the pieces together myself. I’ve figured out who my friends are, that’s for sure. And, closure is important. We all know that. Oh, and Angelo said he’s happy to give me a glowing reference if I need one for my new boss. Awesome.

Slightly off the track but not really- rant ahead-

I’m particularly unimpressed that it wasn’t even announced that my fiancée’, who has dedicated a lot of hours to the community wasn’t even given so much as a public thank you, or a acknowledgment that he was no longer one of the Wallpaper GMs... simply a new listing on the open spots for the CR team appeared in $Moonbeam13’s journal. I’ve been around a while, seems a little strange to me. Unless I’ve missed something,(apparently I have!) it’s always been "protocol" that the community is informed when a volunteer hangs up their hat. Even though this is something that didn’t necessarily bother `allhopeislost, (regardless of doors left opened or not....) I think it was rather shitty and it certainly bothered me.

Other things that have bothered me about all of this— People that come to me and tell me how pissed they are and how embarrassed they are that they are with this organization, be it paid or voluntary who then run and publicly kiss those same persons ass. :poo:

It pisses me off that there have been so many comments about how absurd it is that those who talked to me regularly have acted like I’m now a candidate with leprosy because it was requested that the matter was to remain private regarding my situation and they fear losing their jobs. **PLEASE NOTE** I’m not mad that they are covering their asses and being quiet but yelling in the wings. I’m mad that they feel they can’t express themselves in any way without fear of big brother. It’s really sickening. For those who risked their hides, you didn’t have to, but thank you. There are more things that have transpired with more of our peers here which have resulted in the super shaft up the ass from years ago, to as recent as in the last weeks. I have one word for those who have caused or been a part of the human wreckage. K A R M A.

Some days I hate this place. I hate the publicly declared "core value system" that is preached while hear about the corporate side of the coin stabbing the backs of others and I don’t even want to log in. Other days, I remember all the good in those I’ve met in the community and a select few staff members, I see the art and remember why I came here in the first place.

That's all I've got to say, and hopefully this addresses anyone I haven't replied to yet. No need to comment, really. I don't have anything to add that I haven't already said.

More important than all this shit— Please remember `GeneratingHype and his family in your thoughts. Jobs are a dime a dozen, supposed friendships come and go but what’s in your heart and how you act on it, is forever.

:heart: Roxy

(thank you baby for the beautiful journal!)




























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